Fri 5 Sep 2008
see-through-me
Posted by autumnrouse under Feelin's and Stuff, Friends, Random Thoughts
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there seems to be light shining from somewhere. it casts itself through me, but falls, seemingly without resistance, on the ground before my feet.
i’ve had this strange feeling for the last few days, of being out of my body and totally disconnected from my brain. i hear myself saying things i cannot credit. i feel like i am observing my actions at a remove. from somewhere above and to the right of my head.
i feel somehow less substantial to myself. more nebulous and not-there. ready to float away. casting about for an anchor, with none in sight.
and then, strange coincidences… irrational fears… gripping inanities… the absorbing mundane; all these become more difficult to process. to sort. to dismiss. and so i chatter to myself to try and make some sense of it. to give my thoughts weight, if my impulses, my feeling seem to lack all substance.
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